Amberla

So I'm sitting here crying. And before you think "oh boy here goes another attempt at finding pity from the people around her" hear me out. I have one of the worst friends ever. She's constantly telling me how much I'm fucking up my life. She's literally told me I deserve to be dead if I can't cope on my own. She's told me that since I have to take medicine to be happy that I'm weak. She calls me names and tells me I'm worthless. I've known her for five years probably now and she's always been like a sister to me. Since I've known her I've always complained about how much of a jerk she is. ...but she's amazing. She tells me like it

1->You must post these rules (VERY Important ) 2->Each person must post 10 things about themselves on their journal. 3->You have to choose 10 people to tag and post their icons on your journal. 4->Go to their pages and tell them you have tagged her/him. 5->No tag backs 6->No crap in the tagging section about "you are tagged if your reading this". You legitimately have to tag 10 people Ruless. 1. I'm currently sitting here awake, starving, hoping that I find the magic quill tonight. 2. I am secretly a young girl by the name of Amber who zaps frogs into feathers. 3. I am vuuurrrryyy scurreeddd of spiders. 4. I have really high highs.